From a boy who won’t jump when he falls in love,
He just stands with his toes on the edge.
And he waits for it to disappear again.

I just don’t know if I wanna do it anymore - get close to somebody so they can leave again.

Silence only makes them stronger.

Love. Its not something you decide to feel, It not like..’oh he’s cute, I’m gonna love him’ Its just happens, one day you’ll see him. You’ve probably seen him many times before but for some reason this time is different, there’s something there, something that you never realized before. You can’t take your eyes off him, & you start to get this feeling in the pit of your stomach. It doesn’t hurt but its like a sinking feeling & suddenly you feel like throwing up. But then again you’ll like this feeling, cus the feeling you get once he leaves will be so much worse. It will be an indescribable pain, & you’ll just feel empty inside. You’ll begin to look for him where ever you go, start dreaming about him at night. Every love song that you hear will make you think of him. Suddenly it will be harder to talk to him, & you won’t understand why your words aren’t coming out right. You’ll start over analyzing everything you say to him, you’ll think that every thing you say sounds stupid. But whatever he says to you will just be perfect. You seem him differently then everyone else, the room will light up when ever he walks in, & everything is always better when he’s there.